Quite a lot, and not much of it good.

Obsessing over my life... like every detail... wondering about alt-timelines...

Don't really know who I am
Not sure if anyone gives a damn
It can be peaceful... then BAM
Emotions flood like a broken dam

Not sure why I am here
All I know is that I'm scared
Every sound I hear
Is causing me to fear
As if there is a bear
Following me everywhere
People see me scared
They look at me like I'm weird

为什么
(Why...)
在这残酷的世界？
(This Cruel World?)
真相是否真能了解？
(Can we really find the truth?)
能否度过这黑夜？
(Is it possible to survive past this dark night?)

Who the hell am I?
世界是否真的有爱？
(Is there really "love" in this world?)

Where is my place?
在这痛的要死
(This world hurts so much its worse than death)

Where do I belong?
能否度过这个海浪？
(Is it possible to survive past this ocean wave?)

Where the hell do I go?
海浪我已忍够
(I have enough of these chaotic ocean waves)

(Wait I can rhyme English and Mandarin lol, cross-lingual rhyming xD)

Identity crisis is so fun xD

Nothing I can say without triggering a wellness check.

Really bad, really scary stuff.